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Wrong Journey

I wish I could say I made a mistake,
That there was a choice and I chose wrong,
But there was only ever a single road.
No regret looming over this time.

Destiny thrust upon at a very young age;
There was passion in the heart and a goal in mind,
But I never realised there was only one way,
That I'd lose it in the toughness of the climb.

Never a burden for it was willingly shouldered,
And carried forth with enthu and zest,
But suddenly the digits outnumbered
Everything that had ever made sense.

And there it all lay broken on the floor,
Waiting to be picked up and sorted,
But it was looked upon with disdain,
As the eyes sought in vain another path.

All the while time flew past,
Taking with it chances and the like,
And still there it was, a tangled mess,
The end known, but not the start.

Backtracking was never a choice
For the heart longed to move ahead.
The goal was right, the journey wrong -
A mistake that I hadn't made.

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